Tuesday, June 29, 2010

忿忿不平。。

“你们几点放学?”我问。她说:“下午12.30 ”。哇,真好。用羡慕的眼光看着她们,多么希望我也是在她们当中。回到现实吧!那根本就是不可能的事。每一次回到家,我都会望一望时间。。时候不早了,我要快,要更快。我问我的朋友,你睡得好吗?她说,自从来到这里,睡得都不好。而我,何尝不是呢?偶尔三更半夜惊醒,看一看闹钟,算着离上班的时间有多远。。我还曾经找借口说因为咳嗽,需要药水来辅助我的睡眠,只因我真的不想三更半夜又来一个惊醒。。。我以为我的适应能力很强。呸,一点都不会。
有时候就是因为一个责任,就算一百个不愿意,都要去。明明知道会是这样的结果,还是要去撞那钉子,因为我没有别人那么洒脱。

Monday, June 21, 2010

A letter from my....

There is a letter which i received it a few years ago, now i remember it..

How are you? Ijust had to send this letter to tell you how much I love you. I saw you yesterday as you wew walking with your friends. I waited all day, hoping that you would walk and talk with me also. As evening drew near, I gave you a sunset to close your day and a cool breeze to rest you. Then I waited but you never came. O yes, it hurt me, hut I still love you because I am your friend.
I saw you fall asleep last night and I longed to touch you brow, so I spilled moonlight upon your pillow and your face.....Again I waited, wanting to rush down so we could talk. I have so many gifts for you. You awakened late this morning and rushed off for the day. My tears were the rain. Today you looked so sad, so alone. Itmakes my heart ache because I understand. My friends let me down and hurt me so amny times, but I love you. I try to tell you in the quiet grass. I whisperit in the leaves and shout it to you in the mountain streams and give the birds love songs to sing. I clothe you with the warm sunshine and perfume the air. My love for you is deeper than the ocean and bigger than the biggest want or need you could ever have.
we will spend eternity together in heaven. I know how hard it is on earth. I really know because I was there and T want to help you. My Father wants to help you too. He is that way, you know. Just call me, ask me and talk to me. It is your decision...I have chosen you and because of this I will wait.....because I love you!


Your friend,
Jesus